Crucify Me Motherfucker

 Picking up the pieces.
These shattered cells of mine.
Moments are missing now.
Took too many blows.
Left, crawled inside the center.
My shattered, re-formed heart thirty times.
The only thing left,
No one can take away self infliction!


I will find the other pieces of me.
Floating about the world inside your eye’s.
The blackness to match the night sky.
The blue tint of your truth, drowning inside the shallow end.


Tell me how I should find myself.
Throw away the tools of my personal demise.
Shut out the demons speech in my head.
Pretend that the world is just that black and white.


I saw myself from what I was.
A fucking mess, waiting for the world to quickly put me away.
I saw you for what my mind believed.
You were a pseudo savior, waiting to fucking crucify me!

So crucify me motherfucker!
Spit upon me and light the fucking match!
You know you want to preach to me!
absolve all of my sins!
Stitch up my scars after the enlightenment parade!
Years after being made a fool of!