And I'm Left Hugging The Ground

I wanted to be there for you
I never wanted to be the issue
But now I'm hurting again
That's why I always stay in my little den
To keep from being the devil
And stop hurting on a higher level
I can't be the source of her pain
The anger, sorrow, hate, is driving me insane
I run five steps up
When suddenly a volcano erupts
Throwing me down
And I'm left hugging the ground
I'm so helpless in a world full of help
Trying so hard to scream, but I can't even make a yelp
I'm drowning in a pool of misery
I seemed to have misplaced my bravery