More horrible writeing(and probally spelling)

Most things go away
Scars will fade
Tears dry without a trace
But you i can still hardly face
I feel the need of embrace
Deadly power that you control
Thats my every desire
I must say though
I know i could never be the best
All i can do is cause a mess
You id only stress
Im a black disaster
Nothing worth while comes from my ever after..
Ill just leave it at that