Got My Back?

I was there when you needed a hand.
Never said no, always there man.
I’ve put up with all your shit for years.
But all I really wanted was a couple of beers.
There’s always someone that says they got your back.
But when you really need them, they say that’s whack.
You figured you could trust them,
But once you turn around,
They start backstabbing you,
I still can’t believe I trusted you.
 
Man I wish I could travel back in time,
Back to where everything wasn’t a lie.
I wanna go back to when you were still you.
Haven’t changed from the person I know to someone I knew.
Why does this just hit me now?
I’m sure I’ve noticed all this time.
I think I’ve had enough.
All this stress just building up.
 
I would give anything to make things right.
But every single lie, every single fight.
Fucking leaves a permanent scar.
It seems like our distance has become too far.
I have no idea what else to do.
I might just say fuck it and go.
 
Every time you walk into a room.  
Hope has been replaced with doom.
I ask myself how much more I can take.
Truthfully, I can’t stand you being fake.
There is only one more thing I can say.
Eat shit and die, but have a nice day.