Oh That Sin!

I won't get overly spiritual; my thought is too much unknown
but I can admit my weakness that perhaps has grown

Religions call it the call of the flesh
when urges overwhelm my cravings
My mind has a trap door
images that I am always saving

But not confined to action pictures
the written word is just as bad
Maybe even more significant
for this strange sort of lad

Wonderful writers here inspire all kind of thoughts
most embarrassed if I ever was caught
By one of those lovely ladies in a moment of need
purely one reason and it's all about greed

The guys write it well but a different response
for I am one and can relate
In comparison it even feels
as if they are stringing along some bait

And I further confess that one or two do even more
really have me fantasizing about them
Would I be lucky enough to score

The scene is so predictable and repeats a way in my head
the intimacy that is created goes beyond the comforts of the bed
For deep down I am convicted that even with a man
we seek that one lover with whom daily we can stand

So while it has been a long time since I have had that caress
be content I would for one woman in that dress
The therapist would be happy if this I told
but sometimes over talk can be somewhat cold