smoke

feeling the smoke in my lungs
it gives my life a little burn
my power is there
but my will to stop it is not;
the taste of the smoke rolling out of my mouth
it takes the air from the throat.
then I'm there and everything is more real
you can feel gravity as it pushes you to the ground
you even start to see all the sounds
you feel its so much better when its this way
to just throw all your problems and struggles away
then you realize theres another day....