Masochistic Fate

Crimson tears I shed
Four years, and i'm still not dead.
Is this what you really wanted?
I choke on your tears,
And yet, they pitty your fears
You betray all but lust,
So, tell me again why you must...

Just embrace this silence.
Now that you've taken it all, I have nothing left to hold on to.
Silenced screams pour from my skin.
Is my fate all a vendetta of your sin?
My enigma unaswered..

You betray all, but lust
So, tell me again why you must..
Sieze your pain before you re-gain my "trust"
Use my skin and deny your sin.
Hate me!-Bend, and break me!
But, never again..
Scrape me away from my absence of life.
To you, i'm already dead!
Rape me!
And answer your prayers, of your masochistic fate.