Fear Pain Panic

It is right there, making a nest in me

the fear, the pain, the panic, longs to be free

I cannot let it win, I cannot fail again

All I want is for our life to begin

for you to smile and my heart to swell

For our children to thrive and our love survive

To have wonderful moments, through out our lives



The fear loves to cloud it and the panic loves to twist it

but the pain is what makes it, hard to deal with.

Its low moments that can cause me such trauma

that can make me feel alone and strangled in this drama

Without the love that you heart gives me,

that heals me and makes whole

It has left me alone and feeling so old.

As if life and love will not come together

for us to build a beautiful life, forever.