Pain Is Love No Love Is Pain ..... Shit I Don't Know!

Fussing and fighting, All hours of the night
 Who's gonna get the last word
I swear I am right, But you know your right
 But I love you, I hate to love you
I am so tired of this shit
 Slamming doors, hand wavying and snapping neck
What is this going to solve?  
We only end up having sex
Angry sex now we loving again
 
Then next week....
 
 It's the same shit all over again
You like a drug in my vein
Trying to quit, But I love the pain
Pumping my body with this liquid courage
Try to escape this pain
Pain is love
Thats a fucking lie,I am looking for my way out
 Always say I am done  
They say a man shouldn't cry
 But I feel like a stranger in my own home
 No one's here  
 Yes! Even when your gone.
It has gone on way to long
I am tired of being trapped in this cage
Been stuck in the same chapter. Time to turn this page
You can have it all I need no more reminders
Reminders of this hell
You hit me with same ole bull shit  
I LOVE YOU.. But shit I can't tell
You can't do it by yourself
You should of thought about that before I left!