To the Other

We were friends
We turn to something more


I lost my friends, my family
I lost the love of my life

But it was with you
I was happy
You told me I was

Then you showed you true self  
The real monster that you are
The man I don’t think you could ever be
The man I never wanted to meet

Your mental abuse
Playing those games
  
Your emotional abuse

"You need me
You rely on me
How can you care for your son alone
Who else could love you"

Your verbal abuse  
"Slut  
Whore  
Bitch
You are nothing
Your no ones princess"  
More that I will not say

I took it all
After what I had done I deserved it  

Then you took it one step further
One step to close
One punch
One hit  
One push
One kick
After what I had done I deserved it

I should have ended it there

I did try

I did try

You pulled me back in
I listen to your apologies
I listen to your lies
I listen to you
After what I had done I deserved it

But no more
 
Now I can be free

Now I can move on
Without fear
Without your lies
And know that you cannot hurt me
I will not let you hurt me

No more

No more

As I know now that, I did not deserve.