Im Tired,Sick Of My Life

Im so fucking tired
of crying
Of being angry all
the time
I wish she would
just fuck off
Stop picking on me
Screaming,hitting me,
and calling me names
I wish I could just take
a knife and end my own
fucked up life
Too much pain,sadness,
loneliness
Too many feeling and
emotions
So many thoughts
in my head
Too many bad and
unwanted memories
Too many to count
They hurt to think
about
Everythings so
blurry
So dark
Im so cold inside
My chest hurts
My hearts nothing but a
weakness
Why do I even feel
Why do I even hurt
Im just another kid who
has a fucked-up life