Energy

  I don’t want to give you all of my energy
So I run to you purposely
knowing that by the time I reach you
 I’m out of breath
 Hell even by then I’ll probably hold it because
I really don’t want to give you what’s left
I feel you draining me of my power, theft
Depleting the whole of me, constantly
Never giving but always receiving
I can’t inhale

Suffocation

I'd rather see death so don’t prepare yourself for the resuscitation,
let me rest
Because you fed me all that bullshit
about how you were the best
There will be no pumping there will be no beating on my chest
I don’t want you to
My heart is already battered
I’ve seen pieces of me taken, shattered
I have nothing left to lose
and instead of you, I prefer, peace,
a small token
An undersized indication that
my words have been spoken,
I am removed from all emotion
save your tears
Face your uncertainties run as far as you can with your doubt because I'm switching gears
Do not fix your lips in an attempt to kiss me
For old times’ sake
Its time for you to miss me, to feel life without me
To feel how ones’ heart can
Fracture,
Shatter,
Rupture,
Break
No longer will I let you wound me
Allowing you to absorb me
Each step away from you will give me time to consume me
And since you gave nothing in return,
There's nothing more to do besides letting this burn