suffocate

  
   She told me I should and shouldnt do this and that, but

everytime I called on her she always turned her back.  I get it

now, I see you never really loved me.  You are ashamed of me,

and it was like this wwwwaaaayyyy before u even found out that I

was eating pussy. You tell me all the time how you wish my

stomach would go away, but I am me and you are you.  I bet for

just one day you couldnt walk a mile in my shoes.  All the shit

I go thru and all the times I depended on you, I wonder how you

would feel if the rest of your kids turned their backs on you

too?...


...The feeling of neglect and mental abuse from you, in the back

of my mind there are so many devious things I could do to you,

but I am not going to put my hands on you'cause I knowe there

will be plenty of nights that your ass will have the blues...