Actuality

This can not be nonsense,
My love, my life, my feelings
My emotions become intense
My stabbed heart's bleeding.
I am really self-conscious
I feel every moment passing
I taste time as it launches
Another minute for the massing.
When my years are accumulated
When an event shakes my life
My honesty is not estimated
In a sea of troubles I dive.
No current man is better than me
Otherwise, absurdity is all I can see.