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Names
I have been called so many things in my life
So many mean terrible things
That have life open wounds
Things that still haunt me
"Emo"
"Fat"
"Ugly"
"worthless"
"Bitch"
"Skank"
"Whore"
"Slut"
"Nothing"
"Basterd"
"Cunt"
"Retard"
"Goth"
These names have affected me in so many ways
Ways I never thought possible
I have hated myself because of these names
Wanted to kill myself because of these names
And actually started to believe these names
But it has come to a point where I just accept it I no longer have anything left inside me
That little sweet and happy optimistic girl you used to know is gone
She's in a dark place now
A place where she can never be found
So many mean terrible things
That have life open wounds
Things that still haunt me
"Emo"
"Fat"
"Ugly"
"worthless"
"Bitch"
"Skank"
"Whore"
"Slut"
"Nothing"
"Basterd"
"Cunt"
"Retard"
"Goth"
These names have affected me in so many ways
Ways I never thought possible
I have hated myself because of these names
Wanted to kill myself because of these names
And actually started to believe these names
But it has come to a point where I just accept it I no longer have anything left inside me
That little sweet and happy optimistic girl you used to know is gone
She's in a dark place now
A place where she can never be found
Published 19th Sep 2012
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21st Sep 2012 10:02am
Names are just names, they may have effected you in ykur youth, but as we start to grow as adults, names you were once called shouldn't hold any power over the adult you, I suggest that you should pray about it.
