The same routine

Everyday the same routine
wake up
have a shower
wash my cuts and watch my scars
get dressed to cover up my arms
get out the house to school
get that realease from being alone and away from my family
enter the doors meet my friends
finally for the first time i get to be happy
get to my class
see that girl and my heart gets pumping
flirt and talk with her but never have the confidance to ask her out
kick myself everytime i don't
end of school day find out i cant hang out with any of my mates
since i dont really like them
go home and be with my family
have the same arguments, same pyhsical fights, same mental anguish
get so pissed off have to leave the room
watch myself bleed
go to sleep
do it all again the next day