heartbroken

Unseen ghosts of the past, linger... haunting

locking me in an invisible embrace

perhaps the memory of how you held me?

and your signature scent that stayed when you left

your final goodbye and i told a white lie

said it didn't hurt, now here i am in tears, here i lie

body rigid, no pain, just feeling
irretrievable,
alone and
heartbroken.

why me??? God why me?

questioning thorns that always pricked my wounded flesh

bruises on my tender heart, bleeding love

it truly was an musical affair
tears sprang to my eyes but i denied them,
back into my heart they sank,
or at least, where my heart should have been.

never would i cry for you again.



i turned my face to sleep,
no more sweet dreams

but sleep came and the mystical journey of the night  began

i saw your face and i went back in time to the days when

you said you truly did care,
that i meant something to you

then there was the time wasted wondering if you were the one

then there was the yes and the
kiss and the happy days that followed

only to find that i was not the only one on this blissful journey

i was one of the many who would take a ride

only to be left stranded in the middle of nowhere

i gotta admit, u had a game plan...
you played it to the very last detail

held me like a rose in your hand,
ever so delicately before you crushed me

now i cant breath, i'm suffocating

withdrawal systems of a girl addicted to
             Cocaine love

i wish I'd never met you, i was so stupid

hope that you know that

"what goes around comes back around ,my baby"

Hahaha-it truly is a musical affair

laughing just hides the pain of brokenhearted-ness.