Fait accompli

I feel like a walking cadaver
Now that i have lost my calyx
Nothing could assuage my guilt
I pushed you too far too fast
Decided to bloom before my time
Made you walk through Hades
Thorns pierced your flesh
How was i to know you were protecting me?
You said i was cantankerous
You set me free...
And i came to know
what i know now
But by then
Fait accompli