Goodbye to You My Angel

My soul fell and I was absent
broken with myself lost in space
I let myself go knowing truly
my loss will go unnoticed

For myself I love these scars
I stumble over the ground uneven
when the sky falls deeply
You tell me to hold on

But my regret and pain is gone
I'd rather die alone than ruin you
I feed the darkness all of me
the black red liquid from my veins

Disappearing down a black hole
Hard to find the control it takes
to bring myself back from this
Prefer to lose myself in these walls

Feel myself starting to fade away
I push away anything good for me
I feel something coming over
I surrender into the inevitable conclusion

My life is worthless in the grand scheme
my actions and consequences
vast and far reaching at times
utterly useless to these moments

It's not your fault i'm giving up
You were an angel in the blackness
but my life was not worth saving
You gave me a reason to be around

This is the end for me I know it
I have become so numb to my life
Death is a sweet release
And nothing can save me from wasting away

Go on with your life and love
Make me proud of your choices
Take a second every day to just breathe
You are left to save the world