till death

I can
edit
my
fears
temporarily
disappear
escape
from
what's
real
I
can
choose
how
to
feel

theirs
a
hole
inside
of
me
wont
be
filled
with
sobriety
i have
searched
high
and
low
disrespected
my
soul
 
pull me up!
    and
push me down!
without
you
I'm
useless
stick
me
in
the
ground!

I
desire
your
trustworthy
heart
yours
truly
forever!
till  
death
do
us
part!

my
dreams
have
been
broke
run
away
with
my
hope
hands
of
time
I
despise
these
are
the
days
of
our
life

rivers
of
blood
contaminated
with
Your
touch
it's
too
late
for
me
now
I
need
you
to
much!

pull me up!
  and
push me down!
without
you
Im
nothing
put
me
in
The
ground!

I
desire
your
foolish
heart
your
lover
forever
till
death
do
us
part!