I sit in the bitter cold hoping it will numb more than my bones I need it to deaden every sense every feeling down to my soul Yet the persistent November sun is working against my goal attempting to warm my heart give me hope to carry on be strong when others struggle Yet I can't help but wonder who is there when I am weak when I struggle Slumped over in a sobbing heap it seems only the sun... which I'm trying to appreciate
Staring at the night sky through the now bare branches of winter trees If I move my head slightly The stars appear to actually twinkle Like they do in that song I can pretend that there is wonder and beauty Somewhere Though it may be fading from my blissfully naive heart Maybe people still wish on these little things People still pray Maybe prayers get answered I wonder if the wishes come true Why do we wish upon a star? Prayers, I am told are answered based on what we need What is best for us Wishes are made based...
As dawn breaks over a frost covered mountain to the east He is my first thought just as he is always the last I have come to crave the scent of coffee and cigarettes at dawn and I have grown to appreciate all of the pieces that comprise his existence Be it virtue or vice I adore him unconditionally
Having finally aquired the peace within to provide sound sleep we are quiet upon waking this November morning Serene and present Keenly aware that spoken words might cloud the unequivocal purity in the...
Over one year later and the only thing that hasn't changed is that I still crave the scent of coffee and cigarettes at dawn. Though it has now been replaced by a craving for the taste the rush the memory of that poison of that love that have become one in the same
I'm watching gray swirls of smoke twist and turn elegantly upward through the air effortless like our love once was Studying their patterns but they make no sense just like us now
You were my idol my first hero; A teenage girl in her prime of 'cool' and everything I wanted to be I guess I made it irresistable for you to take advantage of me
~Because that's exactly what you did~
Took a sinless bright-eyed little girl and molded her to serve in your sick world She complied with your requests demands desires without understanding or being told the price just so happy to be in your shadow