true love

    I wish
I could've
      tasted your
      bitter lies
when your
    lips
were pressed
against mine!

 my feelings
for you
    are fucking
   haunting!
obsession
has become
ill and fucking
     daunting!

you destroyed
         my only
   fuckin heart
you ripped
        my paper
life apart

our memories
      are enemies
           that keep me
         cold
in the dark

I can never
      love again
my shield
 has grown
to goddamn
 thick!


why did it
have to
   end
with hate
my future
holds a loveless
fate!

I have cryed
so many
    fucking times
   now my tears
have completely
dried!

compassion
      romance
   trust
true love
    obsolete
the pain
 is buried
to fucking deep!