Biggest Fan

I love you. I know the trials and tribulations you have been through; I know how the hard times have affected you. I know the fights within you that have been fought and won and lost how hard those were, how deeply you were affected by them, and how so very few really understand and that even less can comprehend the sights and experiences. I know you have been in the darkest places and have done so many things for which you are ashamed. But I still love you. I also know what a joy you are, and how the good times bring that out. I am here for you. Even when you wanted to give up, even when you did give up, I knew you had it in you to come back stronger than ever and you did. I have always believed in you even when you have not. Even when you said there was nothing worth going on for, I held your heart and head high to see the visions of what you are capable of, empathized and encouraged you. Even when you said the pain of life isn’t worth living and you were steps away from throwing it all away, I showed you where the will to win was kept. I knew you wouldn’t go that far even when you weren’t sure if you would or not. I believed in you, in the real you. I know the strength you have in your heart and soul. I know the kindness and concern that can spout from every pore you have; I know there is a deep immeasurable amount of good with in you, even when you don’t. Even when it seems no one sees it, I do. I know your selfless side, when many don’t understand and appear to not be able to care less or say you are in it for yourself alone. You misinterpreted, but you have a fan base when all seems dark. You have those that know what good you were trying to do or have done, even when you did good deeds when no one was looking; especially then. I know. I know where you have come from, what you have overcome. I know your strength and will are impenetrable, even when you feel you’re weakest.  I am confident you will stand victorious all the battles you allowed your true self to lead the charge. I will never stop believing in you.
Love, you