schizophrenic high

i take a hit, and it arms me up, i wait and give it a feww.
slowly it starts to creep up and make me fell the daze that dances me in and out relaxtion.
idk know if i am  i feel comfotable ne more in this state i dont know if it the numb reality or the paranoid schizophrenia  that calms me.
slowly i realizie that the voicess start, the self doubt that i subconciously tell myself through the voices of others.
friends, family, and acquaintances.
they remin me of i look or smell the way i talk or how i feel.