Eternally Jaded

I'm tired of trying
I'm tired having to
do this time after time again
It's getting harder for me to breathe
I'm so tired I can't even sleep

I need an epiphany
To help me out of this agony
I need some empathy
To free me from this
I want to be faded
Because I'm eternally jaded

Exhausted I'am
My heart has gone away
My heart is no longer here for me
Because I can't let myself be free

I need help from this anxiety
That keeps pressuring me
I can't blame this on society
Because they weren't the ones
Who felt with being tolerated
Now I'm eternally jaded

Exhausted I'sm
My heart has gone away
my heart is no longer here for me
Because I can't let myself be free