THE END

this is the end,
i cant take the crap no more..
all i do is hide the pain,
and try to ignore it all..
my life was hell,
no one culod ever tell.
everyday id walk home,
run into the bahroom and find that blade.
it would run across my skin,
cutting deeper everytime..
always thinking,
how about suicide..
the girls at school,
i wont mention any names..
put me through hell,
calling me names..
they say that "sticks and stones wiul break my bones, but words will never hurt...
well thats bullshit..
ask all those people who o through hell each day..
sometimes at school ill run to the bathroom and cry..
cry the pain away..
no one realises the shiit that happens to me is real..
mum, dad... i love you heaps
but this world is just not for me..
im sorry for the pain u will feel..
when you find me dead..
im sorry but i tried..
i tried everything that i could..
i wish i couldve been a stronger person,
i wish i got that proper help..
but this is my choice..
ill watch down on mum and dad..
i promise..
just when you see my body,
haning in my cupboard
dont fall down and cry,
just knpow im in a better place now..
a place where i cant et hurt anymore