Lately

Lately my steps have been precisely planned in the pursuit of progression yet most can't seem to understand
Well I continue to keep a distance between me and lifes worthless demands
As the days continue to progress a lasting connection is the only relevant cause of interest I posses misguided searches throughout the years have turned love into an irrelevant figment that I haven't been able to truly adress
Labeled as a worthless cause riddled with nothing but inconvenient stress I constantly wonder if the situation will turn out for the best
The truth is at times the reality is hard to digest the realization that you and I are destined to be forgotten figments in the mess
A constant victim because I fail to be aware a common recipient of the aches Ive learned to cope with the fact that life isn't fair unlike the most I truly care I live with a purpose nowadays that seems to be rare
Since birth I was misaligned from the basic design an irrelevant find to the most a misfit I suppose I constantly come across lifes crushing blows the reasons the pen and I are one until the day I decompose a love that's unmatched one day I hope to find a genuine heartbeat that can come close to matching the feeling the reason I continue to keep breathing....