forever

How you beat me the way it made me feel
The pain upon my skin the marks it made
Scars it lefts on the outside as it ripped scars
on my inside. The way you tuck me into bed
only the sank into my bed. Why did you have
to make me feel so dirty? Why was I made to
be shared by your friends? Then to take me
to church on Sunday. Only to beat that night
I have nothing left save your breath. Hope your
Happy the way you made me, pain I need to feel
A live as I need to feel pain upon my skin to
Know that I am still here as I feel so empty
As you call me your child I look away in shame
No I don’t miss you at all knowing you’re gone
forever