destruction of beautiful things

life full of beautiful things
flowers
people
art
but to me they are reasons to destroy anything
people
myself
life
iv always wanted to destroy beautiful things
to imagine it the burning of flowers
the destruction of buildings
monuments to things going down in flames
all these things i wish to happen
call me crazy
call me a bad person
go ahead i prefer it to the ones i fear of all
such anger within bursting to get out
some days cant control it
the rest i try and hide it
until i can let it out the way i want
too destroy something beautiful