The Heart Of Death

Life drained from a blacken' heart
Love feigned from a severed vein
My insides corrode like an essence tart
Every night I cry blood shed tears in pain
PAIN?
A feeling I've gotten use to,
Pure hell, torture now from being without you
I scream from these walls closing in,
Pulling the blade across as death begins
The lights have gone black
To late now, no turning back
Four white feathers for the love lost
Pain and suffering is times' lonely cost
If i succeed in this, who will care?
This bloody way out, no more forgotten prayers
Born into this cruel world only to die,
No more tears please I can no longer bear to cry
It's a blood letting moon,
In the heart of death,
A soul taken oh so soon
As I cut deep with one last breath,
The blood will flow,
Like the ancient River of Morava,
A forgotten child screaming, "LEAD OR FOLLOW?"
Time stands still my rusty god,
Distorting reality in a startled facade
In the heart of death,
Bringing me down to size
In the heart of death,
I am the ace of spades,
With a smile of surprise