lost & found

I pour my heart oh yes i do but wat really b going thru my mind u have no clue. I pray i beg & i ask,of wat i would call a difficult task scared 2 death yet standn oh so strong bn 2 hell & back seen dha worst of worst so now ain't ntn wrong answering 2 my heart's cry only tryna make a name 4 myself b4 i die for i got these passions & feelings neva felt since birth got dha most precious bonita swee
t wyfe who dnt knw her worth but itz neva about me 4 she's my heart & now with my junior on dha way i refuse 4 my family 2 fall apart I'm so discourage but my faith holds me up & fuck yea i wqnt & need a but i gotta tell ya my pizz is dyrty so dnt make me pee n dha cup I knw I'm still young yet i feel oh so old finally taking note paying attention 2 dha message dhatz bn told I LOVE U HEAVENLY FATHER, I LOVE U BROVA JESUS, I LOVE U BROVA APOSTLE PAUL plz continue 2 guide me 4 I am only human chasing dhat spark of my dream 4rm dha light dhat i saw