sex addiction

sex addiction is very hard to deal with
don't get me wrong, im not addicted to having sex with boys or girls
i actually dislike sex with others
i love myself
i love my body
i love masturbation
im addicted to myself
that must be a shock for you
it's no surprise to me though
ive been this way for as long as i can remember
it's hard to have a sex addiction especially when you turn to the church for help.
pastors tell me masturbation is a sin
my family tells me its fine
my friends can relate and dont mind
my therapists not worried
i dont understand though
it doesnt feel right
but it doesnt feel wrong
i guess im going to have to do my best and accept and realize being a sex addict isnt all that bad