i love you...

did you know i love you!!!,
i willl scream deat insted
of you...
u disgust me,
i wish to be alone...

in the dark,
you held me tight,
treated me right
but know its time to go!!!

i will take this life
to be by your side

and you threw it all away!!!
i hope you enjot this
time you gave it all away

(IT WAS MINE!)

so when your dead and gone
hope you enjoy this time twenty years now lost


i wish for you to live...
live your pethetic little life

if you understood my pain...
you would not live
but you are so selfish!!!

i wish i could say i love you...

but i dont your special,

just not that special!!


(matt if you read this know you have to live!!)
(this poem is for matt adams!!)