Cut Away

I'll cut away, til
Blood has stained the sheets,
And I'll cut away, til I no longer
Have thought..
I'll slash away, til I grow numb.
It'll show in my blood
How much I cared.
Cut away my heart,
Cut away my pain.
I'll wound too deep,
And drop in defeat.
I've detached from the body,
And hear a laughter, seemingly
Coming from me.
Trails of dried blood decorate me
And all around,
Beautiful deep marks lay within the skin.
I look upon, and smile,
Proud of what I have done....
Cut away til the blood has been
Drained, the scars have thickened,
And my heart's achieved it's last breaking.
A typed note sits on the shelf..
Murder, suicide, and me.