When I'm Alone

When I'm alone, I sit and visualize a perilous past, just a finger-breadth away from going mad, a constant recollection, does it trouble me? The audience guessed it, I think dishonesty is pretty pathetic, it's not always this dark, push my mind aside and think from the heart, while I embark on a mission through the park, wait until night, when everything became a shade out of sight, where my accomplice is the limpid star light, look towards the far right, there's a person dressed exactly as me, the shady hue makes it really hard to see, get wind of white noise, I had to fight for a peace of mind, I find myself finding fault from time to time, needless to say, I'm fairly paranoid when she's away, I'm not afraid, but I've seen too many games, and she's the same way, there's a storm cloud over my head, I could try to change it, I'll ignore it instead