No Longer Be A Fool

Life...there are so many different categories
From what's happening now, to some lost frozen memory.

The one being addressed tonight
Is one that has lately made me not feel so right.

The wonderful world of right and wrong
When your actions fall short, or take you long.

Nothing seems to be right when it is
Nothing seems to be wrong when it is.

I mess up
Any form of apology doesn't come gentle, just distant and rough.

I won't lie about it though
I haven't tried to do the right thing, my actions seem to disperse like snow.

Lately I find my self making webs
Webs of hate, lies and regrets.

Before, I tried to change
But everything ends up the same.

A recent turn of events
Have caused me to blow my lid.

I know I can't go on being the who I was
I know I want to change, I know I must.

But I always slip
I always tremble at the lip.

Say what you will
Think what you will.

But what has happened, has caused me to see
I will no longer be a fool, for you or for me.