So you want to call me worthless?

When someone hurts you, how do you fall?
 Do you call their name? Do you try there game, try to make them fall to their knees?
 Or do you sit back and look at it all and wonder was everything some big joke. Was it empty and pointless at your expence?
 How does he act to your face, or does he even call? Did he ever even when he was all you had? Did he care when you were in danger or could of been killed, or was it a show for his enjoyment?
 Is he sick or dilluted under that skin? Is his soul darker than you could imagine? Did you think you were on top of things, and even with a couple screw-up you were fine?
   These are the questions I face when I here your name. I wanted to be at your side through all sickness and pain. I wasn't your lover but I was your best friend, so I thought. Again though here we are miles and miles apart. My soul died beore I met you but I felt it come back to life when you were near. Our hope, our dreams we shared and now this. I'm not going to relive this old news anymore. I'll just say goodbye to you ever-more being we will talk never-more.
    The days and weeks shall pass as they are as we grow fartther apart. I hope she's worth it to you. I hope she gives you her all but you'll be hungry forever-more. Something lust can't fix. Something your missing, and you can never have once-more. You've hurt my heart beyond repair so your on your own forever to go, maybe you shouldn't have hurt me so.
    I moved to the country now were the garden grows. Good people suround me, no more foes but I feel the loss of my love which truely blows. I'll be going to a new school now where I'LL be appreciated, maybe then I won't feel frustrated. I'll meet someone new that will treat me right like a person, a human through my long nights.
     Our music surounds me, what was originally just mine but now it reminds me of all our good times. Our late night talks till the morning light while we plotted against old people and innocent dogs. I guess it's nothing now the way I tried to help you but I feel the pain still since the the day we were through.
      Remember those good times while it lasts cause there'll never be new ones because of your ass. A word from the wise for all those who don't know, don't leave your best friend for that blows cuz when that's all you have, where will you turn when that relationship comes to an end? Friends are forever, hoes will take anyone that will bend for them.
By the way, didn't she cheat on you before?