Safe Harbor

I dreamt again of you last night while my wife slept peacefully beside me
We were back in college all those years ago but reuniting after all these years
 
You take my hand and lead me to the abandoned field by the football stadium
Under the starlit sky we embrace again peeling off our clothes to the symphony of the crickets
 
Our lovemaking is simple, young, and innocent
Hearts racing, kissing till our lips become raw
 
As my preference, you cum first and I watch you become swept up in a wave of ecstacy
Then you began pinching my nipples the way I love you too, starting soft and then crushing them like a vice
 
Leaning down I kiss you, feeling my mouth begin to water
Finally the sweet release as I spill myself into you
 
Lying back on the grass, you put your head on my chest
Playing mindlessly with my chest hairs
 
"Do you feel better?" you ask
"Yes, Lynn, yes I do" I reply
 
"You know we can't stay ..." you whisper as I feel your soft breath
I nod my head, knowing that it is time again
 
That is when I wake up and realize where I am
Partly amazed at how real it all felt, partly ashamed of my  
dreamworld infidelity
 
As I study this recurring dream I have come to understand
My retreats to you are not an aching longing to be with you again
 
No, my pilgrimage is a way to escape the stress and strain of today
Retreating to a safe harbor where I felt secure and comfortable
 
Quitely I snuggle up to my wife, listening to her deep breathing
Kissing her softly on the back of her head