I have a mask

I have a mask and this is what people see
they see a funny guy who always make you smile
what else can happen when i put on my mask
they make fun of me
I have many mask and yet they cant see the truth
im a sad pathetic little boy
This mask you see isnt what i want to be
i just want to be free but shackled to the ground is what im left to be
i have a mask that covers all of me so none of you the scars that you left on me
is it a crime to just be myself
but everyone uses me like santas little elf
I have a mask and under it all im a tiny guy who is sad