I Am Your Nothing

I know how I'm thought of,
How I'm looked at..
I know what they say when I walk
By, I know exactly how
They place me...
You look at me as if I'm nothing..
You treat me like I'm nothing..
I've become dizzy
Everytime I hear
You laugh and mock me..
My heart still breaks, even though
It has stopped beating...
I know I'm not wanted,
So keep making fun,
Grab me and hurt me..
I've given up..
No ones on the otherside..
Break me, and yell
At me to kill myself..
Tell me to go cut myself..
Make me afraid,
Make me shake, pull a knife..
Beat me til there's
Only blood...
Go ahead.. I am
Your nothing anyway..