Falling

Dying a little everyday,
wishing things didn't have to be this way.
Could i fade into the back ground?
Would i ever be found?
Fall in to the darkness,
fade into the abyss.
Die,
got it wrong, give it another try.
Falling, i've fell before,
but my heart was never this broken, my emotions so sore.
Will i ever get back up?
I fell to my death, this has got to be the end of me,
but i'll keep trying anyway,
maybe one day i'll force myself to finally see. . .