Fulfillment

She makes me happy,
She makes me worry,
She makes my day,
She makes me lose sleep,
She makes my heart flutter,
She makes me afraid,
She makes me smile,
She makes me cry,
She makes me wish,
For the good and the bad.
But most of all,
It makes me sad.
That I can't hold her, or feel her touch,
And when I lay in my bed in the middle of the night,
And my lips bleed because I bite,
And I'm squeezing my pillow too tight,
I'm thinking of you, and what we may never have,
Of how unfair it is that we may never cross paths.
And yeah, it sucks, but it's okay.
because you aren't just shades of grey,
In a photograph,
You're real, and warm, and sweet, and tough.
I love it when I make you laugh.
It's music to my ears to hear you giggle,
And when you tell me you love me..
Fulfillment.