eternity

 and you...you wander...
...lost...
like your mothers
searching for a truth
....left undiscovered
...you weep...
in the uncertanties
and cling to tomorrows...
another graceless place....
a thoughtless taste.....only borrowed
....your weak....
finding empty meaning
in a thing youve never dreamt...
a sickly torment...
for a word youve never meant...
it dances in your midst...
this thing youd kill for,
wide eyed and reckless
envy dripping from you lips
you fight just to hold it
you fight to control it....
...and.....
...i pity you...
for you will never touch it....
before your eyes im graced by this....
ever minute,
every day
i hold it in my heart
and feel it with my soul
i dont wander in uncertentiy
....i grasp eternity....