This Time

my heart burns  
my head turns    
   
at the thought of you    
only you have this kind of power over me    
I don't know if we'll ever be through    
I guess I'll just have to wait and see    
   
I'm always waiting it seems    
for one of your smiles, one of those beams    
   
my heart breaks    
as I look out my window    
I don't care how long it takes    
I'll always love you so    
   
can I fight this feeling?    
if my heart breaks will I ever find healing    
   
so here I lay drowning in thoughts   
staring at the ceiling from my bed    
what is the price I have to pay    
to get you get you out of my head?    
   
do I even want to get over you    
will I ever truly want this to be through?