A Bright Future Because of a Dark Past

Look to the future
Hide from the past
A miracle  I
This long have last

The slightest of things 
Still set me off
Musical phrases
The way people scoff

I need some help
To let it all go
Be who I was
And stop this whole show

A joyous child
Never sorrowed
But past events
Gave me a load

Too much to handle
All on my own
So I talked to friends
Over the phone

Wrote poem s and poems
About depression
But never truly
Let anyone in

So now I realize
What I have done
It's amazing I
Have not been shunned

Its time that I ask
Close ones for help
Before more come
The fights and yelps

I ask you therefore
To get me through
I'm doing this
For I trust you

Just help me through
This endless night
Help me become
The champ of this fight

I want to be
Who I once was
Happy and careless
With no rhyme or cause

Just me being me
And living my life
So let's work together
To end this strife