NOWHERE TO GO

Regrets are waiting in the end
What is my worth?
No more going back
Life is so short

How I wish I can be great
Unluckily that is not my fate
Confused to what road will I take
A smile I exemplarily faked

I am an expert to being paranoid
I can't trust people, all I do is avoid

I ranked first for being stressed
I ranked last for success
How would I reach my Eiffel
If weakness is all I can spell

What can I do if nothing fits me perfectly
All I can say is, "How pathetic my life can be?"

Depression, Regression, Suicidal Ideation
Crying from the situation, I can't breathe because of suffocation
Selfishness, Insecurity, Lack of trust, Courage is a must
Not to drugs, not to rope
All I need is love and hope