Insomnia

I haven't slept
Right since my heart snapped..
I've been feeling like I need
To cry with every thought that runs
Through my mind.
Then you cross it..
I don't sleep, I'm too alone..
I feel like Like I'm
Losing the last part of me that
Was sane.. I'm told I'm not
Alone, but if I'm not,
Why do I feel like I am?
Why do I feel so forlorn?
I can't sleep knowing
I'm hated for everything,
When it's someting I know nothing of..
I get weary and grow senseless,
Emotionless.. Like I no longer
Know myself.. I tore myself
Apart and now I don't understand
How to get away from this path..
I need help, but since no one's
There, I won't sleep, and I'll
Be lost in that darkness, and may
Never find a way back..