Stay

Now it seems it's all my fault
'Cause when I always try to halt
No matter what I say or do
I always end up hurting you

It seems I can't do anything right
Can't lose the hurt can't lose the fight
I wanna run away from it all
'Cause I never want again to fall

Even with how close we are
it always feels like we're too far
'Cause even when I try to help
All that come are fights and yelps

Abandon I always will be
No one around no one to see
All the trouble and pain I'm in
So maybe this should be the end

If I'm gone will anyone care
And when I'm gone will I go there
Would someone try to save my soul
Or will everyone just let me go?

So now I have a decision to make
Is this world real or just a fake
No matter how hard this place may get
I will stay to the end of it.

A side note about this poem: I wrote this back during a time of depression when writing was my only escape I no longer am depressed but i thought i should post some of my first works instead of just new poems