Last Option

Laughing hysterically hoping ill be heard
Lonliness covers me up to where im numb
Broken and torn, i dont wanna be here anymore
Crying endlessly, rocking back and forth
Crawl back in a hole, the hole that welcomed me as a home
Ill stay to myself again
Become more antisocial, like anyone cares
Im tired of always being a problem in your life
Ill lay awake, remembering all of those hurtful things you said, debating on what i should do next
Hurt and betrayed, ill cry
Would you mind? Oh, you like that?
Go into the bathroom, where you have 3 choices
First choice... A blade
Second choice... A bottle of painkillers
Third choice... A rope
As i choose; my last decision will finally be made
No more hurt, no more pain, no more misery...
Ill put myself out of misery
Hoping ill make you happy, finally
The decision is made
My fate set in stone
Last time ill ever hurt..
This is my last option