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Perhaps someday
Perhaps someday
I'll be able to look at my reflection in a mirror and not feel distress
I'll study myself without self-hate, without feeling I am worthless
I'll stop feeling guilty and accept that the shame should not be mine
I'll be able to love somebody and allow somebody's love to entwine
I'll allow myself to be loved in return without feeling that I disgust
I'll be comfortable to be just me alone, without fear, without mistrust
I'll be able to outrun the ghosts that have permanently haunted me
I'll walk in sunshine without the dark clouds that envelope all I see
Perhaps someday
I'll finally feel free from my past and allow myself to be forgiving
I'll ask you for help and you will show me how to enjoy living
I'll explain, tell you all about my childhood without being asked
I'll look towards the future rather than over my shoulder at the past
I'll talk to you about my passions and you may give me a cuddle, a touch
I'll be able to explain why you are my muse, why you attracted me so much
I'll give you your tiara and take you to the kingdom of Dreams Come True,
Perhaps someday
I'll find the courage to tell you that I am in love with you
Perhaps.....Someday......One Day
But just not today.
Waggy 21.06.2012
(image – 'African Sun' ©2011-2012 ~tlloydie )
I'll be able to look at my reflection in a mirror and not feel distress
I'll study myself without self-hate, without feeling I am worthless
I'll stop feeling guilty and accept that the shame should not be mine
I'll be able to love somebody and allow somebody's love to entwine
I'll allow myself to be loved in return without feeling that I disgust
I'll be comfortable to be just me alone, without fear, without mistrust
I'll be able to outrun the ghosts that have permanently haunted me
I'll walk in sunshine without the dark clouds that envelope all I see
Perhaps someday
I'll finally feel free from my past and allow myself to be forgiving
I'll ask you for help and you will show me how to enjoy living
I'll explain, tell you all about my childhood without being asked
I'll look towards the future rather than over my shoulder at the past
I'll talk to you about my passions and you may give me a cuddle, a touch
I'll be able to explain why you are my muse, why you attracted me so much
I'll give you your tiara and take you to the kingdom of Dreams Come True,
Perhaps someday
I'll find the courage to tell you that I am in love with you
Perhaps.....Someday......One Day
But just not today.
Waggy 21.06.2012
(image – 'African Sun' ©2011-2012 ~tlloydie )
Published 21st Jun 2012
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21st Jun 2012 7:15pm
Beautiful. That courage is inside you hun. I hope she reciprocates and can be everything you deserve.
P xx
P xx
22nd Jun 2012 1:07am
Thank you, P, your continued support and encouragement are a real tonic. Time will tell if I am ever brave enough to tell her!!
Love you, sweet P, stay safe D xx
Love you, sweet P, stay safe D xx
22nd Jun 2012 00:50am
Waggy....you are a beautiful soul.
All the Love the universe has to share..
should be yours to recieve.
This Muse... must be perfection personified..
and I hope you get the courage to tell her...
soon my friend.
Lovely poingnant write!
All the Love the universe has to share..
should be yours to recieve.
This Muse... must be perfection personified..
and I hope you get the courage to tell her...
soon my friend.
Lovely poingnant write!
22nd Jun 2012 1:11am
Thank you so much, K, for your kind words and your continued encouraging support. I need to learn to at least accept myself before I reach out properly to another but it is coming, slowly.
Take care of you, beautiful lady, always!
D xx
Take care of you, beautiful lady, always!
D xx
22nd Jun 2012 2:50am
How beautiful and reflective waggy..You have such a gift for words..never forget that..C
4th Jul 2012 00:32am
26th Jun 2012 5:31am
Very nice, flowing work and a wonderful confession I feel many could relate with :-)
4th Jul 2012 00:31am
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and for your extremely kind comment. D x
